I cried today.. not bcoz I miss you...

not bcoz i wanted you...

but bcoz

I finally realized I’m gonna be alright without you...

I think i m afraid of being happy bcoz everytime i am happy something bad always happens...

I can't sleep; everything I ever knew is a lie without you. I can't breathe when my heart is broke in two, there's no beat without you. Your not gone, but your not here. At least that's the way it seems..

I don't think you understand,
just what I’m going through,
Even though we messed around,
I'm still not good enough for you,
I really don't think you know,
what's going through my head,
why can't we just be friends,
so i can stop crying in my bed,
I just want to take it all back,
just relax and let it blow over.....

Forget the times she walked by, forget the times she made you cry, forget the times she spoke your name, remember your feelings aren’t the same, forget the times she held your hand, forget the sweet things if you can, forget those times and don’t pretend, remember now she’s only a friend...